Feelings...

Feelings work in so many mysterious ways..no matter how hard u block/avoid it, it will still haunt u inside..the thing is, i miss Kina alot,no offense to u syg (if u r reading)..n it have been several days now since she took her last breath..i tot everything would b fine by now,bt it isnt..im not sad bcoz of the amount of money i spend on her bt actually da effort i spend n cared for her..Kina might not b the ideal pet for u bt she is to me..her miscivious,playful n naughty behaviour cheers me up when im alone at home..but the most painful part of this is the memory of how she died..the scene of her chokin, strugglin and then gasping keep playing in im mind..i tried many things to save her dat night bt notting i did could change her faith..it jus not sumthing u shud c for sum1 u care...I mis kina and i just got to accept it n go on with my life bt i do need sum help aspecially from u syg....RIP KINA..