Feelings...

Feelings work in so many mysterious ways..no matter how hard u block/avoid it, it will still haunt u inside..the thing is, i miss Kina alot,no offense to u syg (if u r reading)..n it have been several days now since she took her last breath..i tot everything would b fine by now,bt it isnt..im not sad bcoz of the amount of money i spend on her bt actually da effort i spend n cared for her..Kina might not b the ideal pet for u bt she is to me..her miscivious,playful n naughty behaviour cheers me up when im alone at home..but the most painful part of this is the memory of how she died..the scene of her chokin, strugglin and then gasping keep playing in im mind..i tried many things to save her dat night bt notting i did could change her faith..it jus not sumthing u shud c for sum1 u care...I mis kina and i just got to accept it n go on with my life bt i do need sum help aspecially from u syg....RIP KINA..

A night at Genting...

right afta my product evaluation,me and lee went straight to Genting....jus needed to go sumwhere to ease the stress away..to our surprise, there were many ppl there eventhough it was a weekday..luckily there were still afew room available...at about 5pm,we managed to check-in to our super deluxe view room....hehehe...we spent most of the time in our room watching television,talking,smoking and jus enjoying the weather..we did when out for dinner and also a night walk...the weather there was great...much2 cooler....ahh....afta our night walk,we as in i had a TT session at a mamak stall sumwhere in a car park building...i enjoy da weather there wish made time flew really fast..without noticing it,it was already 2am,so we decided to end da day..
early da next day,we work up kinda early to go for our free breakfast buffey...we ate fried lontong,frensh tos, red beans,hot dogs,omlet ec...it was yummy...hehehe....after our breakfast,we went back to our room to pack up n when to starbucks right after we checked out..

Zara's Birthday

9/5/09 marks Zara 1st official bday...there werent any big celebration or anything,just a normal day out with Lee and Zara himself...Didnt got him anything either as we were both low in cash..huhu...we just spend da day with Zara at Starbuck The Curve as we know he loves the outdoor...he was behaving till sum1 shock him and poop on Lee...hehehe...

Kina!!!

hei...hei.. hei...i would like to introduce a new member to my family..her name is Kina...even though i just got her,bt she seems so aggresive and healty...im happy for dat...hehehe...jus hope nothing will happen to her...

oh wat a week...

my paper was hard for me bt im done..da only thing left is my design2...so i spend da remainding days with Lee for some quality time which had long been over due...we when to many places bt mostly ending up at Starbuck with a grande caramel machiato..YUM!!! my jacket had also managed to be done by this week which im satisfied with the tailor golden touch..hehehe....
Even with all da rest,i was counting da days for da weekend to come to go cycling..damn i miss it soo much...As Sunday came,i manage to pull myself together to go for my ride and test out my new DX shoe...i had a great day riding despite da lost of my glove =( and also the tiring bike pushing....to end da week,i spend da remainding hours of the day with Lee again...no matter how tired i was, i had a wonderful day with her...we laugh n talk, laugh n eat, n also laugh and curse a driver for his fucking driving which could realy made my day a fucking hell...as for now,im damn tired bt i do miss her so much...hmmmmm.......
need to got to a LBS tomorow to search for a new glove...FUCK!!!

Wats wrong???

after the day before,i really needed a good nite sleep...unfortunately,i had to cut it short as i had to meet up with my lect so early in da morning to submit my FYP report as instructed by him..so when to my uNi with my baggy eyes to sent my report..after im done with that,i when to da office to check on the notice board....FUCK...there was my name on it...1 was regarding a letter dat i need to retrieve at the office, the other was sumthing about a 'Dean Seminar' that i need to attend..it was stated there that my portfolio will b evalute...damn is wat i could say as i havent update my portfolio since 2 semester back...ARGHHHH......
ok,i kept it cool as i know dat i got plans today that i have been long waitng for..a day to rest n spend with my Lee...later did i kno dat she was upset with me....hmmmm...wat da hell did i do???now im stuck at home with no plans as all my plans is destroyed....ish....

Wat a week...

WOW...i was really a relief...after printing my FYP report, i when straight for the test..like always,the test was killing me...my mind was starting to explode...can feel da blood pressure pumping in my vain...damn it was soooo stressful..by i manage to finish da day n still b standing...

Unsatisfied !!!

I miss riding my MTB sooo much...bt with all da work dat need to b done,i cant....i cant even remember when was the last time i rode my bike...fuck....adding to dat,ill be missing out on one of the biggest Downhill (DH) event in Malaysia AGAIN...all thanks to my uNi....i already missed out on KLD,Johor 1st DH race and now Kuantan 1st DH race...bummer

Wat a fucking news...

It was a great day to start with..the weather was just perfect and lee was by my side...bt it kinda back fired on me when my control lecturer annouced that he will have his 3rd test on this friday..wtf...my propulsion test is on da same day...so 6-8pm will be my control test,8-10pm will be my propulsion test...making mater worst,he said dat he is not going to change the date....FUCK again.... As for now,i got 2 fucking killer test on Friday,my Final Year Porject (FYP) report to be submitted by Sunday, and also my design2 presentation is on Monday.... in short,IM DOOM....
i really need a drink....hmmmm

Chapter 1

hahaha...i finally made a blog of my own...with all da choas that im dealing rite now, i guess i needed something new to clear my mind rather then my old routine...anyway,welcome all....hope u enjoy ur stay....