Unsatisfied !!!

I miss riding my MTB sooo much...bt with all da work dat need to b done,i cant....i cant even remember when was the last time i rode my bike...fuck....adding to dat,ill be missing out on one of the biggest Downhill (DH) event in Malaysia AGAIN...all thanks to my uNi....i already missed out on KLD,Johor 1st DH race and now Kuantan 1st DH race...bummer